guess life is just so unfair
there is just no point in getting upset over such matters
i am who i am
and i am capable of what i can do
i don't need your appointment to tell me where i stand
i know what i can do and i will prove you wrong
if you think i'm not up for it
that's just your opinion
i don't give a fucking damn!
if you think you have made the right decisions, i respect that
so i will just leave it as it is
like what my parents have said
i shall wash my hands clean from club affairs
since in your opinion, i don't have the capability and luxury of time for that
so i'll just play my role well as a mere member and leave the rest to your newly appointed exco
since you have chosen them
i'm sure you have you views as to how are they going to run your club
i'm just a member,
i don't have the right and authority to say anything
moreover, its ugly to overwrite your excos
so, as my parents have wished,
i shall wash my hands clean and give way and the opportunity to your fellow excos regarding club affair
i will train hard for my own benefit
and leave the rest to your doings
i pissed and tired of all this
time after time
the effort i put in, you took it for granted
fine then,
since what i've done wasn't appreciated, in fact regarded as being extra
then i shall do whatever that benefits me only
and all i have to say to you are these 2 words
FUCK OFF!
Still finding.
10:40 PM
'why? why are you such a failure? Labels: i guess you will never notice
i'm so disappointed with your score
how many times have we gone through this?
why are you still making all the same mistakes?
stop wasting my time!
all these training, all these time invested
and you dare give me this kind of score...
and your training quality
its getting from bad to worse
training lesser and lesser
if you go on like this, you will never get anywhere
don't even think of keeping a spot in this team
others are overtaking you
if you're not going to work hard,don't waste my time coaching you
second is not good enough
you tell me you retain because you focus too much on shooting
now looking at what's your score
a second
if you're not going study hard
at least work hard on your shooting
you know how much money have i wasted on you
you say you needed help on your studies because of your shooting
then i pay for your tuition
and then what?
you retain...
now after one big round you came back with a second
what do you have to say for yourself?
wasting time, and wasting my money!
you're good for NOTHING!
if you are going to continue like that
just open up the window and jump off
stop wasting my time, my money and effort
where is your tutorial?
sleeping in my lessons again
wake up shi xiang
you think behaving like this will get you anywhere?
shooting so what?
so what?
you think shooting is going to give you a future?
is shooting going to put food on your table?
is shooting going to pay your taxes?
who do you think you are?
if you don't study hard right now
you're nothing!
comments: shi xiang have been too involved in his cca, he should really put down whatever that is related to shooting and start studying hard now
comments: shi xiang has a bad attitude towards learning, he's unwilling to do his tutorials and listen in class. he needs to change his attitude and start working hard, he's too involve in his shooting
your aim to come to school particularly a JC is for an education is to get an admission into a local university so stop talking about your shooting
still eating...
you're so fat and you're still eating
haha, gor gor is so fat
fat pig, stupid big fat pig
fat, fat, FAT!!!'
yup, i'm just simply... ...
not good enough
all i want is to make you proud...
Still finding.
9:57 PM
是在追求梦想呢？还是毁了前途？
我不想再欺骗自己了
谁不知道机会渺茫
谁不知道。。。
追求梦想，这借口听起来的确很顺耳，实际上是一个善意的大谎言！
我很累了
不想再欺骗自己了
实事已摆在眼前
我只是在浪费时间
谎言，谎言，一派谎言！
我不想再活在一个自欺欺人的世界里了！！！
我真的很累了
不想面对这些拉拉扯扯的问题了。
放过我吧。。。
每天面对同一个问题，不感到厌倦也会变得烦躁！
受不了了
每一次面对这个问题就感到矛盾
老师说得对
说起来很好听
实际上是个空虚的谎言
到了现在，我到底有什么成就？
什么都没有
反而还留级。。。
笑话！！
摆了那么大的架子，其实是在摆个大乌龙。。。
梦想不能实现，还搞得自己成绩一塌糊涂！
真是个大笑话！
笑死人咯！
我真的很累了
好想就这样放弃一切
坚持下去有什么用？
是要坚持活在自己所编造的谎言？
还是坚持地把自己的未来彻底的毁灭？
是选择梦想还是未来。。。
我真的很累了。。。
everytime i look at you, i wish you could see me as the way i see you...
Still finding.
9:59 PM