gone. it's all gone. never coming back! just like it's never been here before! crushed, destroyed, torn, smashed, burnt and GONE! all of it. every single of it! none left. zero. flat. absolutely nothing. NOTHING! darkness and loneliness engulfed me! hopeless, loveless, lifeless, speechless, nameless, sleepless and painless surrounds me. death, blood, cuts, sadist and violence is me! gone... forever. he was once here. lived a life, one which was coloured. where there is light, laughter and hope. then it gradually turns to a world of black and white. a world that people still get to fit in! a place where there is a sense of belonging and felt being a part of! but this world will never stay the same forever! that's impossible! i changes into a world where lights are completely shut off, laughter become tears and hope had left! it's departure took away everything, every single bit! including him! drain every bit of love, crushed every delicate pieces of his dream and bled him dry with of the cuts! tore his life apart, destroyed every single relationship he has with anybody and murdered him alive! he's gone! never turning back! ... forever... he was as good as never there! his existence seemed invincible and insignificant. alone, he knows that he is apart from everything. an outsider! gone dark. deep into the dark! and never coming back! Labels: it's never ending
Still finding.
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