been thinking alot lately...
thinking deep too...
at this point of time,
is friends that important?
to me...
i practically breath for them...
but sometimes it can get very hurting
one once ask me
"is that spare tire thing that affecting"
well to you may not sound anything but to me...
its the only thing i've got!
yes i wouldn't have felt anything if the comment was pass by others or use on others
but the fact that it came from you guys is really hurting!
imagine you spent two years of your life,
building a relationship that is even closer tham your blood related mother
yet in their heart they think that you treat them as a spare tire
and building a whole new relationship and is ready to dedicate a two years to them
yet again they think that you are using them to just kill time
this two words have been spinning in my head for a long long time
again i am stressing the fact that its coming for you guys
its as good as just forgeting our friendship!
did i really made you guys felt that way?
huh?
try thinking that you thought you have built a strong bond with the people you trusted
or for me i am really proud to say that the people that you love
love for my friends
and really ready and want to build the strong bond
yet they thank you by saying you treat them as a spare tire!
but upon reflections...
do i really deserve such friends
as in do i deserve to have such good friends
they were always there without fail for me!
cory will always be there to 'brainwash' me
i know i may sound stupid but with a little bit encouragment can bring a person a long way!
i thank her from the bottom of my heart
kah hui is there give her motherly advice
guide me out of the dark
i thank form the bottom of my heart
henry i always there to make me smile
do those little little action tobrighten up my day
i thank him from the bottom of my heart
for the rest whom i didn't mention
i thank you from the bottom of my heart
for the time that is given to me
so been thinking alot...
do i really deserve them?
NO!!! nevermind... moving on
today i will blog about a person
not that i want to humiliate him or what but just blog
and you happen to think that the person is you
please! NO OFFENCE okay!
i have heard several things about him before becoming so close to him
didn't realise how or why we became so close
just became very very VERY close friends
and i hope this friendship will last!
soon we formed a group of four
and went through thick and thin together
i don't deny the fact that i didn't really liked him
i often share my unhappiness with the other two
gradually he seemed left out
i was really worried that was i the main influence
i didn't had the intention at all but just share with the others
as they may have the right to know as we are a group
little did i know that they started to kaobei him
and not just common ones but disatrous
between friends there will always be conflicts
thats common but all i want to do is just share
i really love my friends and don't want any broken relationships!
he is not at all a bad friend nor a bad boy
try listening to his reasons and understand his position
give hi a little bit of understanding and you will see another him
i really don't want to take him and them for granted!
i guess you may think that 'oh god not that three words again'
but when you really understood the meaning of these three words...
it's really deep
sometimes you got to see things through other peoples' glasses
i have another friends telling me that she can't juggle between two packs of friends
why not see it this way
diamond it forms through intense heat and pressure
yet it result is such beauty and precious
let hope that our friendship could be a diamond
and we can go through thick and thin together
所为：吃的苦中苦，方为人上人
a carrot is hard before being drop into boiling water which represents intense heat and pressure
the product became soft an tasteless
people like this came strong but couldn't take the pressure yet gave up thus soften
an egg is fragile before boiled but i hard after that
people like that came unprepared after the problems they hardens and shrank fromthe world
a coffee beans i boiled and gave off an spectacular aroma
people like them came prepare and make it through the fullest!
i really wish that our friendships would be like the coffee beans where we go through thick and thin
leading to a strong realtionship!
friends forever
Still finding.
10:24 PM