Tuesday, May 22, 2007
day 2
its been four days straight that i haven't seen them
really miss them alot
two days down and four more to go
i have never felt so lonely before
for some reason i have a habit
a habit of checking my phone very often
i don't know for you guys but everytime i check the phone
i really have the excitement of whether did anybody message me
总是期待有人发一封我简讯
but i seemed to be an empty hope after you guys left
there really isn't anything on the phone at all the whole day!
and i kept on picking up the my phone
ready to send a message
but yet no one to send to
i hate this lonelyness!
been in a very bad mood these days
haven't been shooting well all along
and all thanks to the exam
i spent all my time studying
yet look what FUCKING results i've gotten back!
now my studies is screwed
then i've not been training for a full solid two weeks
so i'm like shooting... i don't know what to say about it
and that thing happened
i am really in a mood to kill someone now
or maybe kill myself?
good idea isn't it?
i really don't know what i am doing right now
really hope that they could come back!
life is meaningless without them
i am as good as dead!Labels: time is passing so slowly when being tortured
Still finding.
11:50 PM
