day 4
as usual
went to macdonald's
alone
ate hotcakes with upsized milo
sat there alone
at our usual seats
sat there daydream
thought about alot of things
saw many things from the past
stared blindly into the space
decided to go for a swim after my training
plunged into the water
felt alot better
prefer to think in the water
brought back alot of memories
reflected on what happened
could really think alot more better in the water
yet alone too
never felt so cooling before
she sent me a message
didnt know there was network coverage there
really have no idea whether to go and fetch them
rather ironic huh?
i was posting whether am i to go fetch them
yet she asked me whether i wanted to
guess great minds really think alike
or is it good friends could read each other's mind?
good friends? 我配得上吗?
alot of contradiction in my head now
even if had decided to go...
i don't know whether am i allowed
caged down
just having a hard time
it's like other than training and when my family is home
i am left alone
huh!!!
come on shixiang
don't give me this shit again
i thought you ask for it?
huh?
you said you needed some time for yourself
and now you are complaining that you are lonely?!
go to hell man!
hate this shit
feel like eating pastamania
alone... again!
eat til i die!!!
EXPLODE!!! boom, boom, BOOM!!!
Still finding.
11:16 PM