Tuesday, May 29, 2007
i had it!
my headache is back!
i have to juggle between studies and shooting!
juggling friends and family too
thought i managed it
but now...
i don't know what to do!
you think can mix and match ar?
last time is studies and shooting, friends and family
now...
is friends and shooting
i hate to make the choice
why does life got to be like this
WHY CAN'T FOR HEAVEN SAKE LIFE JUST GO ON SMOOTHLY
i hate it
I HATE IT TO THE CORE
this is damn fucking shit!
i am so freaking tired
i just missed two days of training and she i already going to find people to subsitude me
and she ask me when can i really commit to shooting
and for your information commit to shooting is equals to
be there EVERY SINGLE DAY
and i must reach the range at FREAKING 930
damn pro hor! this must go on for the whole of the week
then i promised my friends
BEING THE BANGSEI-KIA
and using you guys as SPARE TIRES
i often left theem alone while i go home to study
that i will spend more time with them during june!
now i am having a headache!
its an ultimate choice
i wish my friends could understand!
yes or no?
friends or shooting
oh god can someone save me!!!
Still finding.
11:09 PM
