it's been hard this two days Labels: tomorrow... they are gone
i told you before i don't know how am i going to survive without you guys
it's really very hard to go through life without you guys
i know its really my fault
you have every right to be upset
you have the right to hang up our calls
and thanks for the message you sent
it really serves as a very good wake up call
but somehow i don't know how to face you guys
or should i say i don't have the courage to face you guys
yes it may be over but don't you feel awkward
i don't know about you guys but i will really feel very 尴尬 if i see you guys
i know i am in the wrong but i just don't know why i feel this way
i think we should give each other some time to cool down
or even give each other some time alone
its not that i am saying its over but lets just give each other some time and space
and lets hope that time really heals the wounds
rather contradicting eh?
i want you guys to go off to gunung ayam
yet i am desperate for you guys' company
i don't know what i am saying
just ignore me
如果你们不想挽救这个友情我也无所谓
因为我知到我这个朋友不直得你们去珍
我也不要在让你们受苦了
明天你们就要到马来西亚了
心里总是有一种非常矛盾的感觉
希望你们赶快离开到马来西亚好让我清静一些
但又有一种不想和你门分开的感觉
要独自清静却要你们的陪伴
我真是有点神经病
我真的不知道该说些什么了
你们明天就要走了
只想让你们知道我很舍不得你们
但我也希望你们能尽快离开让我静一静
等你们回来再说吧
i really don't have to mood to do anything
definitely not in the mood to
see you guys
talk to you guys
and face you guys
hope that you guys could just let me think through
i guess we should give each other time as in not bother each other at all
not calling, not sms-ing and not chatting
just leave me alone to cool
i need time to reflect on what had happened
i am so sorry
i just wanted to post beause i really have no one and no mood to talk to about this
just felt like typing it out
but i really hope that this wouldn't affect the mood of you guys
and have a time of your life
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Still finding.
8:33 PM