sorry Labels: SORRY
didn't know what i was writing last night
i went to read my blog all over again
and i made like i was the the one who got hurt
i really need to remind myself that i am the one who cause this to hapened!
but i really need the time to reflect
reflect on the message you sent to me
no hard feeling but i really want to think about it
if we rush back to friendship,
i think everything is going to repeat itself
for you guys will have your limit to tolerence and would get even shorter
beacuse we have been together for a long time
this friendship would become more nad more fragile than ever
ending on the verge of breaking
by reflecting i really hope that i could change for the posts for last night and the night before
maybe qiu yi is right
when we get too close
we gradually feel more comfortable with each other
and then we take off the mask
show our true colour
talk about more sensitive stuff
critisize each other on the more serious and sensitive stuff
got more body contact
but i didn't notice how hurting i could get
the mask are the ones that attracted our friends
we act as a totally different person with the mask on
and that person is whom our friends want
but i guess when we got near the revealling our true self and scared them off
i really got to reflect and take time to find back the mask
or else i know my friends will day after day be gone!
thank you qiu yi for the tip!
as for others...
i am really sorry if i spoilt any of your mood or even ignored you
i really didn't mean it
because most of the time i am just thinking about things that i really don't want to tell!
sorry
Still finding.
10:24 AM