secret Labels: ~secret~
secrets just ends it all
may i ask?
WHY BOTHER?
knowing the fact that it will end anyway
nothing in this world is permernant
NOTHING
so why bother?
we knew it had to end one way or another...
its just a matter of time
sooner or later
so why bother
why bother to get so close?
why bother to create these bonds?
why bother to be there for each other?
why bother to understand each other?
why bother to love each other?
why bother to introduce on the first day of school?
why bother to go out together?
why bother to spend time together?
why bother to work so hard together, side by side
why bother to go have movies together?
why bother to share the popcorns?
why bother to take the effort to put on each other shoes?
why bother to lend a helping hand?
why bother to shed those teras?
why bother to even care to quarrel?
why bother to get things straight out?
why bother the chalets?
why bother to go through the all trouble to organise a chalet?
why bother to clear the doubts of each other from teachers?
why bother to be the middle man to clear up the quarrel?
why bother to send those sms?
why bother to read each others' blogs?
why bother to tag?
why bother to laugh together?
why bother to gossip at the food court?
why bother to play those games?
why bother to get all worked up at each other?
why bother to buy gifts on special occasions for each other?
why bother to go sentosa?
why bother to have a cold war and end up apologising?
why bother to laugh at each other?
why bother to end up laughing all together?
why bother to lend money to each other?
why bother to tolerate each others' bad qualities?
why bother to care that each others' in pain?
why bother to have those phone calls?
why bother to have those cheers for each other when one of us goes on stage?
why bother to trust each other that much?
why bother to dance together?
why bother to send the songs to each other?
why bother to have fun?
why bother to take those photos?
why bother to keep those promise?
why bother to have secrets ?
why bother to spare a thought for each others?
why bother to know each other to to the extend that whose having mensus when?
why bother to vandalise the tables just to show the bonds?
why bother to miss each other when one was left behind while others on a mountain?
why bother to eat all the pastamania outlets in singapore?
why bother to cover up for each oher when one is in trouble?
why bother to go suntanning?
why bother to wait after school for each other just that everybody coud go to the foodcourt?
why bother to gang up to get rid of teacherS?
why bother to be all for one and one for all?
why bother to be a hypocrite?
why bother to mock at a couple?
why bother to match-make a couple?
why bother to give birthday bashes?
why bother to makes things look so fun?
why bother to act so normal when our lower secondary years ended?
why bother to get back with each other when we are seperated?
why bother to treat the wounds caused by each other?
why bother to go have a dip in the pool together?
why bother to do the 'know your friends better' test?
why bother to point each other mistakes?
why bother to give each other cute nicknames?
why bother to built the island to 'save' ouerselves for those mr loke's fishes?
why bother to participate in those inter-class tornament?
why bother to buy those spoons?
why bother to create these friendships?
WHY FUCKING HELL BOTHER?
if we know i wouldn't last anyway?
where we know it will all end on graduation day?
or at the end of a SECRETIVE MOVIE?
people was curious why was i wanting to watch it over the second time?
was it that nice?
the fact that the story line is great
but the fact that i want to watch over and over again
is that it maks the end
the end of something that was very important to me!
i know i can't remember all our moments
but at least i have engrave our last moments together deep in my sea of memories
where you guys left your foot steps and made those happy moments
i want to at least by the aid of the movie be able to bring back the last moments when our friendship still lasted!
where we the USUAL 4 stood proud and tall
when our friendship could cut through diamond
where our friendship was that solid
but after all the movie marks the end...
so why bother...
to make friendships which end up hurting
the laughter which ends up in tears
why bother to create a friendship where in the end leaving everybody sitting in corners sobbing away
why bother to create and just to hurt
WHY BOTHER!
why bother?
why bother...
the pain has exhausted me..
so wat is the secret to solve this problem?
不能说的秘密。。
Still finding.
12:09 AM