Friday, November 9, 2007
i don't know what is wrong with me
i don't whether is it me anymore
saw a sight today
and i know i will not last
in fact is ended as soon as i noticed it
i don't know what to do or say
or what i should do or say
everything is just not working out or me
before OBS
him and me
during OBS
that guy and girl along with some others from AI
after OBS
the thrashing session
training sucks
selection coming
on top of that 'O' levels coming
and now here blogging
i really don't know what to do anymore
feel like crying but tears are drained long back then
feel like shouting but no appropriate spot
feel like giving up but can i really let go?
all i could do is let my emotions flow with the music in my MP3
no right person to talk to
after the camp, i'm like so much distanced from everyone else
those i could open up to seemed so so so far away
to bottle it all up is just too hard
i tried venting all out on some things but it's still between me and myself
either way its still within me
i've no one to turn to
none are the right ones...
guess i really need to get use to this huh?
guess its all solo all the way
no chalets
no sentosa
only with carol in china
me and my gun
along with the pain
i've decided to be anti-social
to be solo
alone
Still finding.
12:17 AM
